Time for another post

One of my biggest frustrations in life is the tight muscles brought on by the very minor touch of cerebral palsy that I have.  As a result, it's very easy for me to pull or strain a muscle or something like that. Currently, I'm sitting in my computer chair in agonizing pain because I've pulled a muscle in my back.  It hurts every time I do anything on my right side, so it's certainly a muscle pull or strain.   Sometimes, I wonder why God gave me cerebral palsy, and even though it's a minor touch, it can be difficult to deal with. I don't tell a lot of people about my pain, because who wants to be around a guy who does nothing but complain about pain? I know people like that, and it's not fun.  Anyways, some days, I wonder why me?   Then, I wonder why not me?  Then, I feel guilty because I feel unappreciative of the gifts that God has given me if I'm complaining about the one bad condition that He gave me.  Who am I to question Him?  Anyways, as you can see, many questions go through my mind about this cerebral palsy stuff.  Someday, I'll blog more about CP and its effects on me, but I'm in too much pain tonight for that level of deep thought.